I know this is my first trip, and it’s very important to me, but for psychological and emotional reasons, I want to cancel it. I also know that my emotions will eventually settle down, and I’ll go back to living a quiet life.
Why am I giving up before I’ve even started my trip? Because so much crap has piled up at home, and I don’t want to impose my bad mood on my readers again…
… there’s a week left, and I’ll announce my decision a few days before the trip begins….

